We need Jesus in this world more than ever. You look at places like the mall and see everyone who look OK on the outside but are heart broken and so hungry for god on the inside. it makes me feel sick inside that for so long i have kept the Jesus that lives inside me away from the people that are reaching out for him. We pray for revival all the time but we just watch from the sidelines as people go on without the love of Jesus in them. Well its time for that to stop; us Christians need to get in gear, and get bold. No more "Preaching" We need to start Telling. like the speaker at our revival meetings say. "Once we go to heaven we are going to wish we did more for the Kingdom of Heaven, Were going to wish we gave more, Were going to wish we told more." so right now i think i need to do every thing i can to share with people what my God has done for me, and what he would do if you would just let him.

I haven't always been this passionate about Jesus. sure i was raised as a Christian and taught by parents who loved Jesus themselves. I went to the same church for almost my whole life. I never read my Bible and i just followed the Rules like a good little Christian girl. Like that one saying goes..."Going to church doesn't make you a Christian anymore than standing in a Garage makes you a car." I don't even think what i have become through Jesus should be called "Christian" In general christian means to be Christ like. Which isn't just asking yourself WWJD? (what would Jesus do?) its things like giving your car away to a complete stranger or giving someone the clothes off your back..not some hammy downs you outgrew your senior year of High School. Anyways back to my Testimony. So i was basically just going through the motions in my Relationship with Christ. whenever the pastor would take alter calls, I would go because I thought it was what I was supposed to do in church. I went on like that for Years Until about 4 Weeks ago I went to this meeting called Revival. it completely turned my life around. it was in those meetings that i finally experienced the Fire of God. I wasn't just falling over when someone put their hands on me because i thought it was Mandatory. i went down because i simply just couldn't stand up, his presence was all over me, so much in fact that i also went through the JOY JOY. This is when Gods presence fills you and you start to heal from the inside by laughing uncontrollably as many of you probably know laughter is medicine for your soul. and my Relationship has increased very much since Yesterday July 11 2010. If you don't know Jesus and you would like to ask him to come into your Heart I will post a prayer you can pray to God. there is just one thing i would like to say I heard this song on the radio one time and it said that some people try to find Gods love in the bottom of a bottle or in the back pew in your church or with someone who is not your spouse; some people try to find it in the arms of Jesus, that's where i found it how about you?



Prayer: (something like this)
Lord for majority of my life I have been walking my own path and Haven't let you lead me completely. I trust you with my life lord, i don't want to go another day without you lord. I ask you to come into my heart, forgive me of my sins. I believe that Jesus died on the cross for me and Rose again. Thank You Jesus for loving me
Amen